Emborelith
Disciple of Prayer
My name is ###. I have been blessed with a wonderful wife of 5 years and 2 kids, a 5 and 1 year old. Approximately 2 years ago, we were living in a two bedroom apartment, working on building our credit to get a house we can grow into. During that time, God blessed my career, helping me achieve a promotion and increase my income from $50k to $100k/year with the help of overtime my job offered. Due to this income increase and maintaining $100k for 3 years straight, I built enough courage to apply for a mortgage and my family was blessed with a $465k mortgage loan. After house hunting, we found our home which cost $450k. I prayed to God at that time asking if this is the house for us, and I felt assuredness that this was the right decision to make in getting this house, believing that I will maintain overtime pay and that due to my finance certifications, I can find promotions to increase my income in the future.
Now fast forward to today, we are a year in the house and my job is saying they plan to do away with overtime sometime next year. That would send the $100k or so I was making to only $80k. This sent me into a world of worry and stress and regret. I feel as though I may have not heard God correctly on choosing this house. I feel I may have been overzealous in my ability to maintain such a house. I felt so stupid, saying to myself I should have waited to find a cheaper house. I'm afraid I won't be able to cover all my bills next year. I have been applying to other job opportunities to increase my income, but I have not heard a response even though I'm qualified. I feel like I'm letting myself and my family down and it's my fault life seems to be on hard mode now. I asked God for forgiveness and cry to him day and night asking him to provide my needs and not to leave nor forsake me. I've been standing on Philippians 4:4-9 to get me through my days, but I can't see the future I am praying to Yaweh for. I have accumulated $9k in credit card debt and we are in a residential area where property and city taxes, and Fed taxes, keep rising. I'm in need of prayer for peace in this situation, and a need for wisdom, knowledge, understanding, and foresight. I also need prayer for God to provide abundance/overflow of all my needs and financial needs. I have been tithing to God but due to debt and bills, I've only been able to tithe $20 here and there. I wish I could give more to God. Thank you for your agreement in prayer in advance. I don't know what else to do but to turn to God and I was brought to this site. Thank you.
Now fast forward to today, we are a year in the house and my job is saying they plan to do away with overtime sometime next year. That would send the $100k or so I was making to only $80k. This sent me into a world of worry and stress and regret. I feel as though I may have not heard God correctly on choosing this house. I feel I may have been overzealous in my ability to maintain such a house. I felt so stupid, saying to myself I should have waited to find a cheaper house. I'm afraid I won't be able to cover all my bills next year. I have been applying to other job opportunities to increase my income, but I have not heard a response even though I'm qualified. I feel like I'm letting myself and my family down and it's my fault life seems to be on hard mode now. I asked God for forgiveness and cry to him day and night asking him to provide my needs and not to leave nor forsake me. I've been standing on Philippians 4:4-9 to get me through my days, but I can't see the future I am praying to Yaweh for. I have accumulated $9k in credit card debt and we are in a residential area where property and city taxes, and Fed taxes, keep rising. I'm in need of prayer for peace in this situation, and a need for wisdom, knowledge, understanding, and foresight. I also need prayer for God to provide abundance/overflow of all my needs and financial needs. I have been tithing to God but due to debt and bills, I've only been able to tithe $20 here and there. I wish I could give more to God. Thank you for your agreement in prayer in advance. I don't know what else to do but to turn to God and I was brought to this site. Thank you.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.