marizda
Beloved Servant
Lord you know that I am still holding on. I am still hoping that Martin and I will get back together. That everything's still going to be ok. That we'll get back together. I am hurt because I still love him. Because I love him. Lord I am becoming so desperate now. And the weather here is not helping. It makes me miss him more. How I wish he'll take me to their dinner tonight to meet his friends. That he'll introduce me to them as the lvoe of his life. Lord my heart is crushed. Lord pls take the pain away and replace it with love. more love and patience and understanding. Lord pls when he loves again I pray that it will stil be me. I am sorry for I am selfish and asking you this, I love him so much. I cant take it any longer. I just want to go into your loving arms now. But I must not because how will I know if you'll answer my prayers? And what if you gave him back to me? How will i be with him if I'm gone? Lord I am becoming so desperate again. Knowing that he could love somebody else now hurts me. Kills me more slowly this time. Lord pls let it be me again. Allow us to see each other again and feel the love we have for each other. Lord pls let love prevail over hatred and anger that we feel towards each other. I dont want negative feelings for and from him. Lord just pls fill our hearts with love for each other. And Lord pls let us be like the couple who grow old together. Lord I love him so much I don't know what to do. I pray that you lead him back to me. Lord you know how much I love him. I know I should set him free and move on. I set him free. And I cant move on. Because I know he's the half of my heart. Lord I pray that you look inside my heart and be pleased with my love for Martin. I want him to be with the best me. I pray that I'll be the best me in no time. Your perfect me. And your perfect him. Lord Let us be together again pls. Pls. I'm begging for your mercy and grace. Im sorry Im acting like a whiny child again asking for her lollipop. You know I never wanted semebody so much like this. Lord pls... Lord
Help me in this situation that I am in. Take away the pain that I am feeling right now. Pls feel his heart with love, compassion and forgiveness and acceptance for me. Pls Lord this hurts so much. I just want and need to be with him
Lord pls you know my pain. These I ask in Jesus' name. Amen.
Help me in this situation that I am in. Take away the pain that I am feeling right now. Pls feel his heart with love, compassion and forgiveness and acceptance for me. Pls Lord this hurts so much. I just want and need to be with him
Lord pls you know my pain. These I ask in Jesus' name. Amen.
