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lizowens
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Lord God as You know I continue to struggle with issues with Don on a daily basis, and I am very tired, weak and weary. I plead with You Lord to make a move in this situation, the papers have been filed, and so much damage has been done, but You are so much bigger than any court house, any papers, or anyone that comes along, Lord God please reveal Yourself to Don, and to me, I need a picture here, the pain and tumoil is so great, I stay confused and hurt, but Lord at the same time I just don't know when to quit pressing on when it comes to Don and my marriage. Lord I really need some kind of sign, or direction, what do You want from me and for me? Do I continue to stand again and again, do I walk away and ignore it when Don calls to see me or spend time with me? Everytime I give in he hurts me over and over again. I cannot seem to let him go, and stay away. HELP ME LORD! Lord I tell myself all the time I feel nothing for him anymore after all this, but I am lying to myself and everyone else, I don't know what else to do except pray for him and the miracle of restoration in our marriage. Convict his heart Lord God, deliever him from the forces that are keeping him away from You and his family. Break the addictions of pot and alcohol, clear his mind, loose the confusion, fulfill his heart again. Tear down the walls of anger, bitterness, and rejectio, replace within his heart a desire for You and his family, let him have no sleep, let him not feel peace, remove from him the contentment he says he has in his life, what ever You have to do to bring him to his knees, and turn this around than so be it, I will stand on Your word and Your promises to me and my family. I lay it all at the foot of the cross, and I plead the blood of Jesus over my home, my children, my finances, my marriage, and Don. Lord God crumble these mountains today, make that mighty and wonderful move within my life and marriage, I speak victory for my marriage and Don, and I give all the glory and praise to You Father, my Lord and Saviour, my King of Kings, and my Omega, in Jesus sweet and precious name bring healing to us, amen.