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trucker
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in need of all prayers been self employed for 25 years finances has got bad can;t get ahead i just want to be less stressed to have peace joy and to be happy it seems money issues really stress us its turned to medical problems for me i live with so much fear inside wake up each morning scared have to go to god first thing every morning prayer helps but the fear of failure is always there put in for a job a few weeks ago where a friend of mine works he said he can get me on it really pays good talked to him today said maybe april i could get hired i ask all for prayers that god will open doors for me i know he has a better plan that what i have now i pray god will get me by til then i'm ready to give up self employment i just want to be happy provide for 4 year old son it hurts me to look at him and think what a failure i am pray god gives me a mircale for finances i got divorced 7 years ago i almost took my life but god stepped in and saved me i've had thoughts of it lately i know i can't get to heaven that and don't want to leave my son without a dad god took the gun out of my hands years ago so i know has a good plan for my life i pray that i can have the patientance to see it happen i ask for all your prayers