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Brenda222
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A few months back I wrote a check, $400, to try to pay for my rent. I was being evicted. I didnt write the check to the Landlord I wrote it to another place for the cash. I ended up losing the apartment anyway. Well I had no work either and no income to pay the check. When they sent me the paper about the check I couldnt pay for the check. Then it slipped my mind. I could not pay it anyway, no work. I was homeless. So anyway the Lord blessed me with this apartment. I have been blessed to be able to borrow money to stay in it with my child and what little bit of unemployment insurance I get doesnt even cover the rent. Here it is a few months later and I get arrested for a bad check, $400. I have no money to pay. My son bails me out, the bad check is paid and so they dismiss the case, but he needs his money. I cant even pay it all back. Now here it is, the money my son gave me he is now in trouble for not having car insurance, fine with the DMV, and could lose his license and the money he needed to pay was the money he used to bail me out. I get so little unemployment I cant even pay my rent for me and this child with it. I know when you get so fed up with life the Lord intervines. I applied for a job last week that my friend told me about, they have not called me yet. I am praying for her because her husband is also out of work for awhile and cant find work. I have never been in this position, without work and being able to support myself. I have been borrowing money each month to help with rent but the ones who loaned it to me cant anymore because I still owe them. I pray daily for work, I know the Lord hears me so I still just keep my faith. Here it is rent is due on the 1st again, dont know where Im gonna get the 1/2 I need or get the money to help my son. If I had employment I wouldnt be in this shape. The Lord has gotten me thru it so far from being homeless, leaving my chlld, no food to eat to having food, no gas or insurance for the car, no utilities to having a place to stay, food and utilities. I am forced to apply for jobs out of town, which would mean giving up my child again, leaving for awhile, skipping on my rent (I will not get another apartment, this will be the 3rd skip), and being homeless in another state just to try to work. I dont want to leave this child again. I just need prayer to get work restored so I dont have to leave my child, skip my apartment and be homeless again. Please ask the Lord to hear my prayers and put me back to work asap. I can only pray. Here is rent again and I am in the same boat. I know if seems when you have had enough the Lord takes over. I give it to him. Lord please restore employment for me. This is so hard to live like this. Lord I give it to you.
