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vanessadza
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Lord as u know past ### yrs although i m a christian i never understood n followed the true essence of christianity..bt now due to a series of incidents in my life i hv yearned to cum close to u..my life has changed wherein now i spare time for my personal prayers n reading the bible..bt there r several times wen several questions cum to my mind..n various doubts abt the fact tht u created the world..Lord by ur grace i was able to be educated bt this education itself at times has become the hinderance to my faith..at times wen it cums to believeing certain things of the bible my mind goes out of my control in rationalizing ur Word..Lord i ask for forgiveness for the lack of faith bt i also long to be enlightened by the truth of ur love for me...i dont ask for any miracles Lord bt i ask u to help me overcome the control of the rational mind n rather be controlled by my faith..in every verse of ur bible Jesus has said go ur faith hs saved u..bt i fear tht wen i strugle with faith wot wil save me..Holy spirit i therefoe plead u to fill me up n wash clean n enlighten my mind so tht i can completely surrender myself to the Lord..i also pray for the deliverence frm the bad n strange dreams tht i hv been getting past couple of days tht play on my mind thru out the day..Lord i long for ur peace to be filled within me..Amen
