SinglemomV
Beloved of All
I have given up hope on Jordan..I am so sorry dear Lord, I just can't take anymore turmoil..I don't know what to do all I do is cry and am angry and just want to run far away........Jordan, 18, doesn't listen anyway...All I do is pray, pray for what to keep going through this I can't control? I have hit cars lately, I can't think straight my mind is so clouded. I need relief..I need my Jordan to care for me and his family. HE doesn't care about only himself and it is ripping up me and my children that are having to also endure this every single day and hour of the day> Should I kick him out and let him throw away his life and education, to save ours? Lately I just feel as though I should give up......Pray for the Lord to show me the way to go..