Pray For My Sanity

[Loving.wife]

I can no longer deny what I know. Joshua asked me to give him the benefit of the doubt, but he lost that. I'm terrified by what I know about the man I've spent a quarter of my life with.

If he doesn't come to Christ, he's going to spend eternity in hell. I can't allow him near our family unless he does. He has no other person trying to guide him in faith. His parents are non believers, and resent me for talking to him about God.

He's so depressed and angry lately, I'm afraid he'll commit suicide. I am lost and scared, because his prison sentence is going to be as long as we've been married. My girls are babies really, the oldest isn't even 5 yet. She keeps asking for him, and I can't tell a child her father is possessed by demons.

I humbly beg people to pray for me. In this time I've prayed more than I ever have in my life, but I'm struggling with temptations I never would have considered. I quit smoking when I met him almost 7 years ago, and I bought my first pack of cigarretes yesterday. I'm finding myself lustful, because I miss the man I remember, and am looking to fill that void.

Sorry for the rant, I have no real support. Thank you so much for your prayers and words of encouragement.

 

[scaanderson]

Praying for you and yours.

 

[pivy]

Hello loving wife.

I pray for your family!

 

[gnipoh1008]

Loving and awesome Father, the only true healer of all our afflictions and mender of broken hearts, please strengthen loving.wife during this most difficult times of her life to resist all temptations that the great deceiver is throwing her way for we know the thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy. Let her find it in her heart to forgive her husband, Joshua, and let the Holy Spirit guide her, O Lord, on how to bring him to your fold so this family can heal. I ask this in Jesus’ name. Amen.