SinglemomV
Beloved of All
I ask that everyone on this site continue to pray for my family. Jordan did not pass 2 courses. His attitude is terrible. He is rebelling and being so defiant and badgering me to get his way. He wears me out, mentally, physcially emotionally, and makes me feel so weak, and totally overwhelmed. I sometimes have panic attacks Lord, but through you I know you are control of me Lord, I know you have told me I have to be strong and you are helping me be stronger each day.Lord,give me strength, as I need your strength and protection and I know you are watching over my health issues as well, Lord. You know I don't have insurance and you know my kids need me.You know what is on my plate, Dear Lord. Thank you Lord for all you do for me every second of every day of my life... Lord, you know for 8 months now, Jordan has been hanging with drop outs and non-believers, and listening to awful music(dark-death metal). Dear Lord, I believe you are leading me to spy on Jordan, to see what places he is going, and what he is doing, exactly with my own eyes. Dear Lord, these are dark bands, or places he goes to, I am suspecting, they make themselves up and such. Dear Lord, I could go in undetected made-up and appear to be one of them, as I am very petite. Lord, is this the way I should go? I do believe Lord, this is the only true way to know for sure, by catching him and them in the act, so to speak. Then I can react accordingly, he couldn't lie his way out of it, not when I am there witnessing this without his knowledge. Lord, I am not trying to control his life, just I want to get him back to thinking reasonably, and for him to get close to you Lord. I know you will protect me, Lord. I know you have been watching over him, and I know you Love him, Lord. I do not fear this Decision Lord, for I am doing this out of Love and Deep Deep Concern for my son. Lord, I have to get my house back in order, my life in order, my children in order, our health back in order, my finances back in order,all this with You, Being First.
Please continue to give Scott direction, he did go back to church today. I Thank you Lord! I know you have forgiven him, Lord. He has had very bad addictions Lord, and he is relying on you, but he is being tempted and is trying very hard to resist those temptations, but up until a year ago, when he came here to live, this was his way of life, all his life, and he really knows no other. He has slipped up by getting drunk,going to bars,lately,as he doesn't think that is so bad. He told me had been been doing drugs,drinking since he was 8 years old Lord, then 3 years ago the heavy drugs. He's 21 now. He does think about these addictions all the time, it is a constant battle for him, he gets depressed really bad sometimes, and I try my best Lord. He refuses to go to counseling, to interact with others that could help him, learn how to think about other things, and relying strongly on YOU LORD, rather than the drugs he is missing doing. I told him Lord, You have tried all that life, Just try to live the Lord's life just as hard as you were living the other life. I have my hands full Lord, with Jordan, and Scott, and my health issues due to this and it is affecting Austin watching me go through all this and watching Jordan and watching Scott and you know perspective Austin is Lord. He knows what is going on without anyone having to say a word, Lord.. Protect Austin Lord, I know you are Lord, You know he knows what they are doing isn't right and it bothers his little heart too. He Prays for them Lord. Lord, please forgive me of my sins Lord, for they are many. Lord, remove my frustrations and my anxiety, and renew my health, my mind, my body, my soul to You. I give myself to you Lord. Please forgive me when I slip up to by getting angry and being angry at myself, but through You Lord, I will get there with you holding me up. Give me patience, make me slow to anger. I trust in Believe in You Lord. Guide Jordan, guide Scott, and Lord guide me to do Your Will. Lord, this Christmas is not going to be much in the way of presents, Dear Lord, I pray it is Abundant in Your Divine Intervention. I pray that Austin will be blessed with his desires Dear Lord, for he is the most deserving. It is all about the birth Of your Son Jesus Christ, and what more could any one of us want other than to Praise and Celebrate Jesus Birth! I pray for everyone on this site Dear Lord, guide and protect them and give them all strength and courage and help us all Lord to Trust and Believe In Only You. I know my request have been long lately, as I feel I have to lay it all on the line for the you, Lord. I thank each of you that takes the time to read them and pray, as I do for all of you..MAY God Bless you..In Jesus Name Amen
Please continue to give Scott direction, he did go back to church today. I Thank you Lord! I know you have forgiven him, Lord. He has had very bad addictions Lord, and he is relying on you, but he is being tempted and is trying very hard to resist those temptations, but up until a year ago, when he came here to live, this was his way of life, all his life, and he really knows no other. He has slipped up by getting drunk,going to bars,lately,as he doesn't think that is so bad. He told me had been been doing drugs,drinking since he was 8 years old Lord, then 3 years ago the heavy drugs. He's 21 now. He does think about these addictions all the time, it is a constant battle for him, he gets depressed really bad sometimes, and I try my best Lord. He refuses to go to counseling, to interact with others that could help him, learn how to think about other things, and relying strongly on YOU LORD, rather than the drugs he is missing doing. I told him Lord, You have tried all that life, Just try to live the Lord's life just as hard as you were living the other life. I have my hands full Lord, with Jordan, and Scott, and my health issues due to this and it is affecting Austin watching me go through all this and watching Jordan and watching Scott and you know perspective Austin is Lord. He knows what is going on without anyone having to say a word, Lord.. Protect Austin Lord, I know you are Lord, You know he knows what they are doing isn't right and it bothers his little heart too. He Prays for them Lord. Lord, please forgive me of my sins Lord, for they are many. Lord, remove my frustrations and my anxiety, and renew my health, my mind, my body, my soul to You. I give myself to you Lord. Please forgive me when I slip up to by getting angry and being angry at myself, but through You Lord, I will get there with you holding me up. Give me patience, make me slow to anger. I trust in Believe in You Lord. Guide Jordan, guide Scott, and Lord guide me to do Your Will. Lord, this Christmas is not going to be much in the way of presents, Dear Lord, I pray it is Abundant in Your Divine Intervention. I pray that Austin will be blessed with his desires Dear Lord, for he is the most deserving. It is all about the birth Of your Son Jesus Christ, and what more could any one of us want other than to Praise and Celebrate Jesus Birth! I pray for everyone on this site Dear Lord, guide and protect them and give them all strength and courage and help us all Lord to Trust and Believe In Only You. I know my request have been long lately, as I feel I have to lay it all on the line for the you, Lord. I thank each of you that takes the time to read them and pray, as I do for all of you..MAY God Bless you..In Jesus Name Amen