SinglemomV
Beloved of All
Dear Heavenly Father pour out your blessings on my family. Jordan told me to shut up many times this morning, as I was getting him up..He is 18, junior in high school, with ADD in special ed. He said to me I 'll just sleep in class...However, he just isn't applying himself. He is capable of being a straight A student, but took the easy way out..He doesn't want anyone to know how smart he is, he knows they will expect more. He knows I know this and he can't stand it. He is so wrapped up in his own world that nothing matters to him. All I do is pray..Scott,21, is still sick dear Lord.He's lost 20 pounds, been hospital 6 times in 6 months, and now he has no insurance and now is very depressed..He has had many tests, and now owes 5000.00 in medical bills and still we do not know what is wrong. He has started to drink again to numb his pain. He goes to the church at night and prays and drinks. He feels as though he's dying. He can't stand to watch Jordan destroy his life and disrespect me too. Jordan won't even listen to him. Austin, 9, is my light, dear Lord for he is so insightful and so brilliant. He has mild C.P., but through the Grace of God is very mobile, he has several health issues though. All this is taking a toll on him though. He is starting to show anger, and Jordan best not ever touch him. That will be the very last straw. Dear Lord I come to you in prayer for me to be strong and for you to some how show me what to do..I have started to get depressed and cry at the drop of a hat, and I am so very angry all the time it seems. I am all alone in this, not married and all I have is the Good Lord to rely on, but really I know that's all I need..Thank you to all of you with your kind prayers for us and I do want you to know it is a comfort to know others are praying for you, as I am praying for all of you as well. God Bless each and everyone of you today and I pray for all your requests to be answered. Let only God's will be done..In Jesus Name Amen