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Humble Servant
Father God.
It's a tough day for me. You told me You love me and I need to trust You why many (to me it seems) negative things are happening to me. Father, You are the ultimate controller and You've allowed these things to happen and nothing is impossible for You. Father, I pray that You guide me to do what You know is the best for me. Father God, I pray for Your protection, wisdom and strength to manage the situation going on with V. Today he will take the 'girls' along with the girl flirting with him (well, it's his choice to accept her) to the community fun fair. He specifically told me not to go with him and he asked for to find someone else to go to church with. Father, after approx. seven years of dating him, thank you for Your protection, today is the day that I think it confirms that he was just using me all these years. He has chosen to dump me...obviously that girl or going to the community fair with that girl is more important than going with me to the fair or going to me to church. He obviously knows it will hurt my feeling and it obvious that my feeling is now not as important as being with that girl.
Father God, why is this happening? I really don't understand. Father God, J is also texting me frequently suddenly. I need to be careful. I'm so super heart broken now. I don't know why I feel shameful that I'm being dumped, rejected by V...I really think I've done nothing wrong and I've been over and above what a girlfriend should do...Father, you know tears are gushing out of my heart right now...I need Your love, Your strength, Your healing...to get through today. Father, You also know what's happening in my body...please heal me physically. Father God, please heal me and You are the only one who can heal me physically, emotionally and psychologically. I know V does not have much so please use me to love him for YOU...Please help me not to be self-seeking. Father, I pray for my future husband (if it's in Your plan that I have one) that he will be a devoted Christian, loving You and Your people. He will be an encourager, a thoughtful and a caring person so we can serve in Your ministry together. Father, I really NEED YOUR love...please hold me with Your loving arms. I feel so weak at the moment. Thank you that You love and forgive me even when I doubt...thank you for being my Father God in heaven. I need You the most and I love You. I pray the above in Jesus' name, amen.
Pray for Jesus' Protection, Wisdom, Strength, Joy, Hope, Healing & Love
It's a tough day for me. You told me You love me and I need to trust You why many (to me it seems) negative things are happening to me. Father, You are the ultimate controller and You've allowed these things to happen and nothing is impossible for You. Father, I pray that You guide me to do what You know is the best for me. Father God, I pray for Your protection, wisdom and strength to manage the situation going on with V. Today he will take the 'girls' along with the girl flirting with him (well, it's his choice to accept her) to the community fun fair. He specifically told me not to go with him and he asked for to find someone else to go to church with. Father, after approx. seven years of dating him, thank you for Your protection, today is the day that I think it confirms that he was just using me all these years. He has chosen to dump me...obviously that girl or going to the community fair with that girl is more important than going with me to the fair or going to me to church. He obviously knows it will hurt my feeling and it obvious that my feeling is now not as important as being with that girl.
Father God, why is this happening? I really don't understand. Father God, J is also texting me frequently suddenly. I need to be careful. I'm so super heart broken now. I don't know why I feel shameful that I'm being dumped, rejected by V...I really think I've done nothing wrong and I've been over and above what a girlfriend should do...Father, you know tears are gushing out of my heart right now...I need Your love, Your strength, Your healing...to get through today. Father, You also know what's happening in my body...please heal me physically. Father God, please heal me and You are the only one who can heal me physically, emotionally and psychologically. I know V does not have much so please use me to love him for YOU...Please help me not to be self-seeking. Father, I pray for my future husband (if it's in Your plan that I have one) that he will be a devoted Christian, loving You and Your people. He will be an encourager, a thoughtful and a caring person so we can serve in Your ministry together. Father, I really NEED YOUR love...please hold me with Your loving arms. I feel so weak at the moment. Thank you that You love and forgive me even when I doubt...thank you for being my Father God in heaven. I need You the most and I love You. I pray the above in Jesus' name, amen.
Pray for Jesus' Protection, Wisdom, Strength, Joy, Hope, Healing & Love