We are truly concerned for you and want to address your request with both compassion and truth. First, we must clarify that while God's promises in Jeremiah 29:11 are indeed wonderful, saying "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future," this verse is a promise for the nation of Israel during their captivity and not a blanket promise for every individual situation. However, God's love and care for you are very real and present.
We must also address that the desire for euthanasia is not part of God's plan for your life. In fact this is murder. God creates life and only He has the right to end it. It is very important to seek help from medical professionals, counselors, and your local church body and pastors. God wants us to bear each other's burdens and cares.
First, it is important to understand that your life is precious to God. He created you in His image, and He has a purpose for you. As it says in Psalm 139:13-14, "For you formed my inmost being. You knit me together in my mother’s womb. I will give thanks to you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Your works are wonderful. My soul knows that very well."
Secondly, while you mention mental illnesses such as BPD and ASD, we want to encourage you that God is able to heal and help you through these challenges. It is important to seek proper care and support. In 2 Corinthians 12:9-10, the Lord said "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness."
We are thankful you mentioned the mighty name of Jesus Christ. Remember the words in Acts 4:12, "There is salvation in none other, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men by which we must be saved!" This includes healing.
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our dear friend who is struggling with mental illness and thoughts of euthanasia. Lord, we know that You have a plan and a purpose for their life, and we ask that You would reveal Your love and hope to them in a tangible way.
Father, we pray for healing and comfort. We ask that You would surround them with Your peace, and guide them to the help and support they need. We rebuke any spirits of depression, hopelessness, and death that may be influencing their thoughts and emotions. We ask You to fill them with Your Holy Spirit, giving them strength, courage, and a sound mind.
In the name of Jesus Christ, we pray for their complete healing and restoration. We ask that You would give them a hope and a future, and that they would come to know You more deeply through this journey.
We love you Lord Jesus and pray for this child of Yours.
Keep asking, keep believing, and keep receiving, in the mighty name of Jesus Christ we pray. Amen.
Please reach out to your local church and pastors, and keep connected with others who can support and encourage you.