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lizowens
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Hello my friends and family here, I am so excited I am about to burst so I have to share with you all before I explode.
MY MOUNTAINS ARE SHAKING PEOPLE, AND THEY ARE COMING DOWN!!!!!!
For those of you whom have been standing beside me for so long on this rollercoaster of turmoil and emotions during the affair, divorce proceedings, mind games, and emotional destruction, I am not so proud of the fact that for the last 6 months my place as a stander has been up and down, determined one minute and giving up the next.
Well I finally got to a point that I just did nothing, there has and had been so much distruction, damage, and turmoil, that I simply found myself isolated from Don and all that has been going on, anyway long story.
Last week I woke up one morning and Don was HEAVY, HEAVY ON MY HEART, SO I POSTED A THREAD FOR PRAYER OVER HIM! Well after no contact for 5 weeks, I got a text saying basically Hello, nothing more, and was shocked cuz I had lifted him in prayer that same day.
Well, hold on it gets better!!!
Friday evening out of the blue I recieved a phone call from Don asking me to go out with him that night, I almost did not go, tired of getting my hopes up and getting hurt over and over again, but I went. We had a really good time and at the end of the night he asked me if he could ride with me, and he is my husband still so when he asked if he could stay with me I agreed to it, during the course of the evening he pulled me into his arms, teary eyed and stated that he still loved me very much, and even though he feels like he has to go through with the divorce for himself, he said he has to find a way to be with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was leary about hearing these things due to the fact he had been drinking, but last night he came to the house, he was very upset, emotional, and depressed, he was also sober. We had a similar conversation last night, and he is trying to find out how to let me in, he looked me in the eye and said the one thing he wants for Christmas he doens't think he can ever really have again, and does not feel like God can fix it because of all the damage.
Well HE IS WRONG, GOD IS FIXING IT NOW, AND HE JUST DOES NOT KNOW IT! BUT I DO, I SEE IT, I FEEL IT, AND I GIVE GOD SOOOOO MUCH PRAISE, GLORY AND LOVE FOR WHAT HE IS DOING, PLEASE SHARE IN MY JOYFUL BLESSINGS AND KEEP PRAYING FOR DON. I am extremely grateful to the Father God for what he is doing, when I thought there was nothing left to stand or wait for, He rocked my world, isn't HE awesome, and amazing!!! Thank you for listening to my praise and I love you all so much, thank you for your prayers and faithfully standing beside me as we watch this mountain disappear, amen, be blessed.
MY MOUNTAINS ARE SHAKING PEOPLE, AND THEY ARE COMING DOWN!!!!!!
For those of you whom have been standing beside me for so long on this rollercoaster of turmoil and emotions during the affair, divorce proceedings, mind games, and emotional destruction, I am not so proud of the fact that for the last 6 months my place as a stander has been up and down, determined one minute and giving up the next.
Well I finally got to a point that I just did nothing, there has and had been so much distruction, damage, and turmoil, that I simply found myself isolated from Don and all that has been going on, anyway long story.
Last week I woke up one morning and Don was HEAVY, HEAVY ON MY HEART, SO I POSTED A THREAD FOR PRAYER OVER HIM! Well after no contact for 5 weeks, I got a text saying basically Hello, nothing more, and was shocked cuz I had lifted him in prayer that same day.
Well, hold on it gets better!!!
Friday evening out of the blue I recieved a phone call from Don asking me to go out with him that night, I almost did not go, tired of getting my hopes up and getting hurt over and over again, but I went. We had a really good time and at the end of the night he asked me if he could ride with me, and he is my husband still so when he asked if he could stay with me I agreed to it, during the course of the evening he pulled me into his arms, teary eyed and stated that he still loved me very much, and even though he feels like he has to go through with the divorce for himself, he said he has to find a way to be with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was leary about hearing these things due to the fact he had been drinking, but last night he came to the house, he was very upset, emotional, and depressed, he was also sober. We had a similar conversation last night, and he is trying to find out how to let me in, he looked me in the eye and said the one thing he wants for Christmas he doens't think he can ever really have again, and does not feel like God can fix it because of all the damage.
Well HE IS WRONG, GOD IS FIXING IT NOW, AND HE JUST DOES NOT KNOW IT! BUT I DO, I SEE IT, I FEEL IT, AND I GIVE GOD SOOOOO MUCH PRAISE, GLORY AND LOVE FOR WHAT HE IS DOING, PLEASE SHARE IN MY JOYFUL BLESSINGS AND KEEP PRAYING FOR DON. I am extremely grateful to the Father God for what he is doing, when I thought there was nothing left to stand or wait for, He rocked my world, isn't HE awesome, and amazing!!! Thank you for listening to my praise and I love you all so much, thank you for your prayers and faithfully standing beside me as we watch this mountain disappear, amen, be blessed.
