Praise Report - I Was Ready To End My Life

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I praise the Lord. I was ready to end my life this morning. I couldnt take the way my life has been. I THANK AND PRAISE HIM. My lights and cable were about to be turned off this weekend. I have a check coming from my job I got fired from. I wanted to have my baby with me. Ive been looking for work. Well my checking accounts, I have 2, were so overdrawn. One is still overdrawn badly. I want to keep them straight because I want to get my credit back together.

Here it goes. About a year ago I borrowed money from a payday loan place. They lied to me and had me write them a check and said they were going to turn me over to the authorities and talked really badly about me. They told me to let my check bounce and they would make payment arrangements with me. So I did this. Nothing could be further from the truth. They said this so they could get my checking info. They lied to me. Well they walked in the bank, took my money, made up a check in my name. I filed a dispute, I won, the bank put the money back into my account today. The bank told me to change the account # once I get this straight, which I will do today. Now I can pay my light bill and when my last check comes Friday I will be able to pay the cable bill. I can get to see my baby.

This is a miracle Lord. I am praying that my check Friday is more than I expected so I can buy this child something to wear to school. This child wants to be with me daily I just dont have a car to get my child. I know this is a miracle and know if I depend on the Lord I can get my old job back, I know he can touch them to rehire me, things are possible in GOD. THANK YOU JESUS. I need to put it in his hands.
 
I just honestly believe that the Lord will restore what the enemy has taken away from me working thru people. It just seems when I was doing well, working and had transportation that the enemy attacked me, belittled me, criticised me, ridicued me and verbally abused me. I dont know why I made the decisions to listen to others. I am applying for jobs but I honestly believe that the Lord will restore my job to me. I am still applying but I know I have suffered and hurted so much from what has happened. Sad part is that no one will even visit, give me a ride or call me. I have 2 friends that have hung in there with me. It seems that everyone else was there when I was doing good and had transportation, forgetting all the rides I gave them and their children. It was just so obvious that the minute I lost everything that they want nothing to do with me, wont call, or even come by. When those people were down I showed them how to make money, was their mentally and spiritually. Nothing could be further from the truth with them being there for me. It just appears that the minute I lost everything they didnt want to be bothered. Its like the enemy came in, destroyed my self-esteem, my hopes and dreams and they walked away from me. I just see it. These people took away my confidence, self-esteem, drive. I know why. It was jelousy and envy and that was the enemy. Its like the minute they knew my car was gone, I was to be homeless and had no job or anything they just had nothing to say to me anymore. I cant believe it, and I know its the enemy. Thats why I know thru man things are not possible and THRU GOD ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE, I KNOW HE CAN WORK MIRACLES. He showed me one this morning already. I know he can touch their hearts and give me my job back, I know it, I know all things are possible in the Lord. I was ready to end my life and he gave me my money back that company took from me so I know with faith he can bless me with my job again. THANK YOU JESUS.
 
In Jesus Name I Pray,

Lord we know that You are moving mountains for this child of Yours and for her child. Thank you for that. Brenda is keeping strong faith so I know You will continue to deliver miracles in her life.

In Jesus Name I pray.

Amen.
 
God, it's so amazing what You can do - from the most extreme circumstances to the quietest moments! How I praise You for Your blessings upon Sharon! There is no doubt that the scriptures are true, and it gives such hope when we seem them so boldly illustrated in our lives. "I will never leave you, nor forsake you..." how these words must have resonated in Sharon's ears as these events came together. I can't thank You enough for showering these blessings upon her. Your timing and mercy are amazing! To You all glory, honor and majesty we ascribe. Please continue to guide and bless Sharon as she trusts in You. In Jesus' name, amen.
 
Praise the Lord!! I am very happy for you, Brenda :) God is awesome and will provide for us. We have to trust in Him. Never giving up.
 
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