Hey there. Our God is an all knowing, all loving, all understanding God. He understands what you're going through right now. He hears your prayers, he knows what's in your heart. He lead you to come onto this site this morning... He loves you. You're His. Always keep this in mind. He is and has always been there for you, all you have to do is seek Him and ask Him to come into your heart. He will never let you go. We are all sinners. But God forgives us if we ask Him too. All that shame your feeling comes straight from the enemy. The enemy is a liar and is trying to fill your head with all these lies. Start speaking TRUTH into your life... the word of God is alive and full of power. Stand strong and rebuke the devil in the name of Jesus! I pray that you will be delivered right now from the bondage of drugs and all the lies that Satan is putting in your head, in the name of Jesus. Father, he is Your child, and You love him. Fill him with your Holy Spirit Lord. Speak truth into his life. Show him his worth. Give him strength. Cast away any feelings of shame, fear, anger, and guilt... protect him Lord from all evil. In Jesus mighty name, Amen! I don't know exactly how hard life's been for you cuz I've never been in your shoes, but I myself have been struggling with lies from the enemy... sometimes it seems impossible to go on, but no matter how tough life gets we have to keep on fighting. Even when our days are dark and we can't see the light, we need to have FAITH. Hebrews 11:1. It took a lot of courage for you to come on here this morning... sometimes strength is just not giving up. God bless you.