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Chalya
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I a sinner and I'm not proud of it. I feel worthless and unlucky plus I have a problem with my looks. because I was sexually abused when I was little and now, even though I am still a virgin, I masturbate a lot and I always feel betrayed by God because he created me and He's supposed to make sure I'm not harmed in any way but that wasn't the case years ago. Now I fear I will never be normal and I've done lots of bad things lately and I'm unable to stop. I ask if there's a loving God who loves me, why do I feel so alone and unloved? I have not told anyone that I have been abused and I never will. My name is Julia and I need someone to care.