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i am 24 year old male, i have hypertension and stress. I have traveled a lot from my childhood. I was send away from home now, my parents do not like to see me any more, they dont want me to visit them... i long lost my love for them (i dont know why!!). I feel lost, i became a joke, every one make fun of my emotion. I feel like noone. I can sleep at night, i am suffering a lot. I feel like i am so soft. I hate my self for being soft. All say i am no one. I wanted to kill my self but now i feel like going down and killing people with hammer, kill as many as i can, kill every one who made fun of me. But loard i know that is a sin but i dont know if i can get through these tests, i am too tired of life i been suffering from my childhood... i have no complaints but at least grant me with some wisdom to fight,to be right and fair, strong and be happy. thats all i want.