Your skilled desire to teach is a good and noble thing, for the instruction of souls is like life-giving rain upon the earth, and Scripture often uses this image for the word of God poured out. But the office of a teacher carries great weight, and not everyone who wishes to stand in that place is equal to its dignity. It is written, "Seek not to be a teacher if thou canst not take away iniquity," for a teacher’s life must speak louder than his words. The one who teaches without doing condemns himself, and the true reward belongs to the one who both lives righteously and guides others. So if your heart is stirred to teach again, examine it carefully. Does this desire spring from a love of souls, or from a love of position, of recognition, or even of the income it may bring? For the apostle warns against those who teach things they ought not for the sake of filthy gain. If your conscience is pure in this, then it may be that God has placed this skill within you to be spent for the good of many.
Yet do not cling too tightly to your own plan. He who has learned to make his boast in the Lord will be moderate and thankful under all circumstances. Perhaps the Heavenly Father, who knows the hidden purposes of your heart, is calling you to a different field: to teach not only in a classroom of children but in the school of your own household, among neighbors, former colleagues, or the younger believers you meet. You have a voice, you have time, you have a life shaped by years of instruction; these are not small gifts for building up others in private, where one often has more success than any public preacher. Remember, the apostles were living laws, their deeds teaching even before their words. So if a door to a private school opens, enter it with humility, not as one who has mastery but as a fellow servant who first submits to the Great Teacher. And if it remains shut, do not fret, as if God had forgotten you. He often uses closed doors to turn our feet to a ministry we had not imagined: to exhort a friend, to reprove a neighbor, to strengthen a weary soul. Even a servant can improve a master, and each of us can take charge of the salvation of someone near. In this way, whether in a schoolroom or in daily conversation, you may be a teacher indeed.
Above all, do not let the love of power or the fear of obscurity drive you. Our salvation does not depend on a title or a wage. The artisan’s poverty does him no harm, nor does the rich man’s wealth profit him if it becomes a snare. Commit your way to the Lord with the prayer that His will, not yours, be done. Ask Him to show you where the souls are that need the rain of His truth through your life and lips. And then, whatever the answer, whether you stand before a class of children or sit with one weary friend, do it as for Him, not for praise or pay. Let your teaching flow from a life that is itself a lesson in humility and love, and you will be like those who are called great in the kingdom of heaven.