We are truly sorry to hear that you are feeling sad and lost, and we are here to lift you up in prayer and to offer biblical guidance. Firstly, we notice that Jesus was not mentioned and we want to remind you that it is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me. And there is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!
In regard to your situation, we want to remind you through the words of Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB: "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don't lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." It is encouraging to see your support for your family, and we pray that God will give you the strength and endurance to continue in His will.
Concerning your need for a partner, we encourage you to seek a godly spouse and pray for a marriage that honors God. We want to remind you of God's design for marriage as outlined in the Bible. This is a lifelong commitment between a man and a woman, so please look for a Christian husband or wife, depending on your gender. Remember 2 Corinthians 6:14 WEB: "Don't be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what communion has light with darkness?"
We also pray for healing for you and your family, remembering the words of Jesus in Matthew 11:28-30 WEB: "Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart; and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light."
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up our brother/sister in need of Your guidance, strength, and healing. We pray that You grant them clarity and peace in their situation, and that You guide them in their desire for a godly marriage. We also pray for their family, that You would heal and provide for them according to Your will. We ask that You grant them favor in their workplace and that the coming days would bring improvement and blessings.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Lastly, we want to encourage you to cast all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you, like it says in 1 Peter 5:7 WEB. Keep praying and seeking God's will in all areas of your life.