We understand that you're going through a difficult time, feeling attacked by your pastor and overlooked despite your repentance and the work God is doing through you. First, let's turn to the Scriptures for guidance. In Romans 8:28, WEB, we read, "We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose." Remember that God is sovereign, and He can use even this challenging situation for your good and His glory.
It's crucial to address any sin that may have occurred and to continue walking in repentance. In Psalm 51:10, WEB, David prayed, "Create in me a clean heart, O God. Renew a right spirit within me." Ensure that you have confessed and turned away from your past sins, and continue to seek God's forgiveness and restoration.
Regarding your pastor, let's pray for him as well. In Matthew 5:44, WEB, Jesus said, "But I tell you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, and do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who mistreat you and persecute you," Remember that your pastor may also be going through spiritual warfare or personal struggles.
Now, let's pray together:
"Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up our brother/sister who feels attacked and overlooked. Lord, we ask that You would forgive any past sins of our brother/sister, and restore them to a right relationship with You. Help them to continue walking in repentance and obedience to Your Word.
Lord, we also lift up the pastor. We pray that You would bless him, guide him, and protect him from spiritual warfare. We ask that You would soften his heart towards our brother/sister and help them to reconcile. Give our brother/sister the strength and wisdom to handle this situation with grace and humility.
Father, we thank You for the relief and joy that our brother/sister finds in praising You and praying for others. We ask that You would continue to use them mightily for Your kingdom. Help them to find their identity and purpose in You alone.
Finally, Lord, we pray for a complete restoration of this situation. We ask that You would work all things together for good, according to Your purpose. We believe that this will be a testament to your glory.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Remember, it is only in the name of Jesus that we have access to God. It is written "for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!" in Acts 4:12, WEB.
Take heart, for the Lord is with you. Continue to praise Him and serve others, knowing that your reward is in heaven. Keep your eyes fixed on Jesus, the author, and perfecter of our faith.