Dear stinnttc
Here are some proven pointers that will bring your total healing and deliverance about. The only thing that requires on your side is steel persistence and will to break this hard ground. It has taken you fifteen years of your life and now you can break it off-all it takes is time again if you do not give in doing the following.
1. play audio scriptures day in day out-put it in your ipod or whatever is available. There will be times, you don't want to hear the Word of God or had enough of it but just keep playing the ipod/audio player. That will strengthen your faith to victory.
17 So then faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the word of God.-Romans 10
2. praise and worship songs will be the other component of hearing His word daily.
3. meditate His word daily-this is very important. Meditation is matter of reading and repeating out loudly where you can hear yourself speaking His life giving words-a better rendition of meditation is where you chew every bit of morsel of His life giving word into your mind/soul. His word will bring you deliverance-
But let your heart keep my commands;
2 For length of days and long life
And peace they will add to you.-Proverbs 3
4. Keeping going to prayer meetings and get your church leaders there to pray over you with anointing oil. It doesn't matter how many times they have to pray over you, but keep doing until you get the breakthrough.
13 Is anyone among you suffering? Let him pray. Is anyone cheerful? Let him sing psalms. 14 Is anyone among you sick? Let him call for the elders of the church, and let them pray over him, anointing him with oil in the name of the Lord. 15 And the prayer of faith will save the sick, and the Lord will raise him up. And if he has committed sins, he will be forgiven. 16 Confess your trespasses(unkown and known sins) to one another, and pray for one another, that you may be healed.-James 4
27 It shall come to pass in that day
That his burden will be taken away from your shoulder,
And his yoke from your neck,
And the yoke will be destroyed because of the anointing oil.-Isaiah 10
4. There a few credible healing deliverance ministries that you can go to or watch through their websites. ANd if you are going through their websites, then keep watching them until you have your total breakthrough.
7 But the manifestation of the Spirit is given to each one for the profit of all: 8 for to one is given the word of wisdom through the Spirit, to another the word of knowledge through the same Spirit, 9 to another faith by the same Spirit, to another gifts of healings by the same Spirit, 10 to another the working of miracles, to another prophecy, to another discerning of spirits, to another different kinds of tongues, to another the interpretation of tongues. 11 But one and the same Spirit works all these things, distributing to each one individually as He wills.-1 Corinthians 12
Putting this theory into action, will get the results needed...you need to keep on working even there will be times that you feel like you going around the mulbery bush. Don't rely on your five senses but on His promises. And deliverance in some cases is not a one time thing but a long process whereby until every part of your being is filled with His word and not some foreign being.
I am not just talking this theory out my head but from experience of someone dear to me who have been in your shoes..as you said 24/7 for fifteen years of torment. His church leaders and friends too could not understand his torment-they thought it was just all his mind. So this is not just a theory but a true testimony of His promise, amen.
6 But without faith it is impossible to please Him, for he who comes to God must believe that He is, and that He is a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him. -Hebrews 11
