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halfwing
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Please pray that God will help me find my self-esteem and my voice. I am socially anxious and slightly agoraphobic, prone to panic attacks. I currently go to school online at a Christian college. One of my goals in life, God willing, is to finish my B.A.. I tried traditional school for a while but it became very overwhelming to me. I have been very happy at my online Christian college. However, today the woman who does mine and my husband's taxes implied that I go to school online so my husband can do my work for me. Her words have hurt me so much. I know I shouldn't let it get to me because it isn't true, but here I am at 2am crying. I have struggled so much, and when I finally feel like I'm getting some self-esteem back, someone's cruel, careless words can just take it all away from me. Please pray that God will help me to grow, not be so hyper-sensitive, have courage, and to stand up for myself.