Anonymous
Beloved of All
Please pray that God touch my deep depression. I'm so depressed that I can hardly function. I would take my own life if I was not concerned about how it would impact those who love me and my church. (I am a pastor.) and my fear of going to hell. I cannot conceive of a place worse than this earth, but I don't want to go there. Ironically, I don't want to go to heaven either because life, in any shape or form, is so depressing, I can't imagine spending eternity in it. I would like just to experience something like nirvana where the soul is extinguished like a candle with no more life to address. Please pray for me. I'm in desperate straits.
