leona
Humble Servant of All
Please pray that every weapon formed against me right now will fail. Pray that I will have the peace and joy of God tonight. Please pray that if they are planning to 'preach' against me tonight, the Lord will turn it around and make me laugh as He has done many times before.
I have a very heavy feeling right now. Usually there is something planned to embarrass me or harass me going on when I feel this way. I know the leaders where I am have been trying to as they usually do. There was a scathing sermon dealing with me on Sunday and I did not even know it until later when my room mate started bragging about it to everyone. This is a really crazy place where I am. I know a part of this heavy feeling is due to the fact that I'm tired of this life. I want to be able to go to a place at the end of the day where I can rest and not have to deal with people who hate me.
I have a very heavy feeling right now. Usually there is something planned to embarrass me or harass me going on when I feel this way. I know the leaders where I am have been trying to as they usually do. There was a scathing sermon dealing with me on Sunday and I did not even know it until later when my room mate started bragging about it to everyone. This is a really crazy place where I am. I know a part of this heavy feeling is due to the fact that I'm tired of this life. I want to be able to go to a place at the end of the day where I can rest and not have to deal with people who hate me.