There is forgiveness and freedom from condemnation as long as we truly trust Christ. He allows pain to refine and guide us to Him. It's eternity Christ cares most deeply about, not our present happiness (our eternal peace). No matter what He walks with you and your family. Praying for you.
Jesus Heals a Man Born Blind
9 As he passed by, he saw a man blind from birth. 2 And his disciples asked him, “Rabbi, who sinned, this man or his parents, that he was born blind?†3 Jesus answered, “It was not that this man sinned, or his parents, but that the works of God might be displayed in him. 4 We must work the works of him who sent me while it is day; night is coming, when no one can work. 5 As long as I am in the world, I am the light of the world.â€