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Tommi
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Please pray for me and my family. As I asked God to send me this man He made just for me a Godly man, He did. As I knew that I really needed this man in my life to help lead me the way God would have me to be lead. I have suffered much abuse in my lifetime and never had a Godly man in my life. I don't know everything only what I have been told or have seen, I needed great patience and leadership over me. I treated this man bad, I broke his heart and it was not my intention to, as the storms came through deaths in our family, bill collectors harassing us, caring for our disabled children, someone bare false witness against us, and even being threatened to lose our home. All of these things I have always had to fix myself, and with him I was stubborn, disobedient, and even let the world get me so upset I lashed out at him. I broke his heart, now he won't even speak to me. Every day since he left 23 days now, all I can do is sit cry read the Bible and pray. I have never had a wonderful person like this man in my life before, I didn't know how I was suppose to be and I made terrible mistakes. I have been learning through what Gods Word is teaching me of all the things I was doing wrong, I am so sorry from the bottom of my heart. I thank God for loving me so much that He took me aside, sat me down to straiten me out. Every day I'm learning to be a better Christian, wife, and mother. I just can't bare the thought of living my life without this man God has made just for me, and can't bare the thought that he no longer trusts me and I broke his heart. I would never want to hurt him I love him and he is the most important person in my life. I know I have made a terrible mistake and this is a lesson I will never forget, as God is molding me everyday, I am so thankful. I just need all your prayers for God to please get this man to trust me again and believe I would never hurt him, he is precious to me everything I ever wanted him to be and more. Please pray for me that God bring this man home please. Thank you everyone, and I will pray for you all, and may God bless you all with the things you need too! I love you all!
