Urlmarth
Disciple of Prayer
I come today with a very heavy heart. I don't know who to turn to and I am struggling on a spiritual, emotional and physical level. My son has been diagnosed during March 2024 but I knew long before something wasn't right. We have been through a lot from grommets, adenoids and tonsillectomy to 3 different medications that don't work due to side effects. I love my son with all my heart but my heart is broken, I truly want a bond with him, I want him to develop language and finally say mom, I want him to be freed from meltdowns and tantrums, I truly want him to self-feed and eat food, he basically only wants bread, occasional fruit or yogurt that I still have to feed him. Please pray for us, that things will get better and that Jesus will let the Holy Spirit work to cast autism from my son ###'s life. We truly need a savior and hope. I am drowning.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.