Jesustheloveofmylife
Humble Servant of All
I am stuck in a job that is really challanging to my dyspraxia. I feel I can't do this job properly and that I am just useless and stupid. I can't leave this job because we are in such a difficult situation financially. My husband is putting pressure on me to just keep doing a job I can't do. It all feels like a nightmare. It is that bad I dread going there every day. I hardly get any time outside of this job to even look for other employment and besides I am so stupid what else could I do. My brain is just not like everybody elses and it is quite upsetting at times. I look normal but I am not, which sometimes makes things even more difficult. Jesus knows what my problems are like and I just wish something better would come along.