Please Pray For My Husband.

[teddybear]

Dear prayer partners

I come in humble brokeness to ask for prayer for my husband. He is frustrated with his life and our life as a family.

He works off the farm fulltime and trys to farm on his day off. The bottom line is he is extreemly disappointed in me and

the kids. With excuses aside, which I have, he is angry that I don't get enough work done. And, I need prayer to learn to

focus on what needs to be done. And, I need prayer for him to stop the anger. The anger makes me feel so tired and I can not

seem to get anything done after a fight. My 50 birthday is in one months time. I have asked him tonight for one month of peace

without accusing, questioning, anger, etc. I think I may do better if he would get off my back. Please pray that he can honor this

one month of peace and that I can honor it also.

I do not feel like his wife. I feel like a bad behaved child. I have tried to submit to him. I ask him for permission to do just

about anything that I do. But, this is so draining. I have thought of leaving soooooo many times. But I have no money or a vehicle or

hopes for a job until I heal. And, I require many medciations which my husband pays for. I do not do enough farm work now to

warrent feeling like I have anything. I know that I took the marriage vow and that keeps me here also.

I am lonely. And I don't feel love at all from him. Just annoyed anger. I could love him if he was tender toward me. If he would

understand that I am sick and that I want to do stuff. But, my tiredness makes it soooooooo very hard.

And stress makes my brain shut down, I just want to sleep.

HELP God. I have not had a nice life where love abounded. I have loved my children with all of my heart. But, they

are telling me to leave and that I am spineless.

I would rather God tenderize my husbands' heart toward me. I asked him if he would play 1/2 hour game of scrabble with me once a month or so

and he got soooo mad. He will not do anything for me that he doesn't love. I feel like I wish I married anyone else.

And, if I do leave, I don't want to be alone. So, if I married again, I would be an adulterer. Does God really want us to just be

sad our whole life. And not be a beloved wife to a man? Does God just want me to give all and not feel worthy of anything?

And, you will answer "yes". I know. Sorry for the pity party.

Please pray that I can work harder and have energy and clean up this entire mess. But, pray that my husband give me that one month gift of

quiet. PLEASE. In Jesus name AMEN.

 

[cesar00]

Dear Lord I beg you bring peace to teddybear's heart. I can not ask you for strength for her to do more work, I cannot ask You for her husband to leave her alone , I can only ask you to guide her and her heart in the right direction, in the direction that you want her to go. She is feeling miserable Lord, but it is not that she does not want to do things, she is sick and she is tired. Touch her heart and her soul Dear Lord and shed light upon her so she can understand what it is she must do. <it is time for her to think about herself and her well being, not her husband and her medication, Jesus if the right thing for her to do si to leave we know that you will provide for all her needs including medication. Dear Jesus point teddybear in the right direction and give her the courage to move and do what she has to do. Thank you Jesus in you we trust.

 

[elizabeth2]

Heavenly Father,

I bring before you the needs of teddybear and her husband. I ask that Your Will be done in this sad situation. Soften the heart of teddybears husband and open his eyes that he may see exactly how her illness is affecting her. Give him a heart of compassion towards her. I ask in Jesus Name Amen.

 

[SinglemomV]

Lord, I Pray for your Intervention Lord, You know Teddy is worthy of being loved by her husband Lord, and treated fairly, Give Compassion to him Lord Towards his wife Lord, Soften him Lord, In Jesus Name Amen

 

[cesar00]

Dear Jesus ouir prayers go out again to Teddybear and her family. Dear Lord bless them, remove the dark cloud over them. Make their work advance, make them prosperous. Dear Jesus this family needs you and we beg you to help them along. Thank you Jesus in you we trust.