autumnsky38
Humble Prayer Partner
Hi everyone. I am sure I've probably posted asking for prayer for my dear James in the past, but I wanted to post again. After seeing my Dad actually live through his heart infection and come home, I'm beyond thrilled and grateful to Jesus and God for this miracle, and I really would love for James to have one as well. He is in another state dealing with PTSD, severe bi-polar 2 depression, and anxiety right now, and after doing many treatments, medications, even hospitalizations, he's not doing well, and what worries me is that a year or so ago, he tried to take his own life. For awhile while he was needing help, he came to stay here with me for about 5-6 months, and I thought he was doing well, but he's totally alone right now, and where we used to talk all of the time (we are truly best friends despite the divorce), I rarely hear from him now, and I'm scared. I can't make him get better or want to live, and I can't make him come back here either. I've mentioned that he's welcome to come here anytime, and offered to go out there to visit if he wanted the company, but he doesn't seem to want help anymore. I'd be on a plane in a heartbeat if I could get the money for that, but I don't know if that would help, or push him away from me further. : (
I need all of the help I can get right now with all of your prayers. I'm trying to turn him over to God every day and trust that He is taking care of James now. It's hard to stay positive sometimes though because I lost my Mom in 2013, and almost lost my Dad a couple of months ago, and so I am afraid of losing him too. But the most important thing right now to me is that he gets to be healed and saved, to learn to love and care for himself, and that he gets to be free of all of the mental and physical health problems that are making him so unhappy.
I want to say thanks in advance for all of your prayers. I know in my heart that it helped my Dad when I posted about him, and I pray with all of my heart that James is healed in God's way, in His time. I love him so much, and the divorce was not my idea--it was his because he knew he was falling apart and couldn't take care of us anymore. I know in my heart that he loves me too, and he took care of us for 23 years while serving this country. He is an amazing man, and I hope that one day he himself will know that.
Thank-you so much for your prayers. I don't want to lose my James, and I want so much for him to live, to get well, and to be happy.
God bless you all,
Tracy
I need all of the help I can get right now with all of your prayers. I'm trying to turn him over to God every day and trust that He is taking care of James now. It's hard to stay positive sometimes though because I lost my Mom in 2013, and almost lost my Dad a couple of months ago, and so I am afraid of losing him too. But the most important thing right now to me is that he gets to be healed and saved, to learn to love and care for himself, and that he gets to be free of all of the mental and physical health problems that are making him so unhappy.
I want to say thanks in advance for all of your prayers. I know in my heart that it helped my Dad when I posted about him, and I pray with all of my heart that James is healed in God's way, in His time. I love him so much, and the divorce was not my idea--it was his because he knew he was falling apart and couldn't take care of us anymore. I know in my heart that he loves me too, and he took care of us for 23 years while serving this country. He is an amazing man, and I hope that one day he himself will know that.
Thank-you so much for your prayers. I don't want to lose my James, and I want so much for him to live, to get well, and to be happy.
God bless you all,
Tracy
