Gorthelea
Disciple of Prayer
This is a low point.
I've done everything I can think of to care for her, I've even prayed to God to fill in the gaps for her where I feel like I have slacked off or failed.
She is a senior girl, and she is small and naturally slim, but she's getting thinner and her hair isn't filling in, despite my great efforts to give her good food, vitamins, minerals, Vet visits, walks, and even feed her by hand several times a day, which the Lord has so kindly given me resources to be able to do so.
I have specifically asked The Lord to give me more time with her.
For her health to be miraculously restored to make it seem as though she is 5 years old.
Restore her sight, her hearing, her vibrance, her interest in barking and walking.
(Which I'm not even sure if she can hear me anymore, and she already had trouble with her eyes.)
Despite that. Her health has taken a great plunge. She's so small and getting close to being helpless.
She is precious and she has brought myself and my family so much love and joy. We all love her, and have done everything we can think of for her.
I feel so low. I feel like I've done everything possible to restore her, but I don't know what else to do for her. I feel hopeless.
I trust Him and I love Him and I know He will do what is best. I'm just hurting so greatly right now.
Forgive me if my words are scattered. I'm bawling my eyes out. May I please ask for prayers and guidance.
I've done everything I can think of to care for her, I've even prayed to God to fill in the gaps for her where I feel like I have slacked off or failed.
She is a senior girl, and she is small and naturally slim, but she's getting thinner and her hair isn't filling in, despite my great efforts to give her good food, vitamins, minerals, Vet visits, walks, and even feed her by hand several times a day, which the Lord has so kindly given me resources to be able to do so.
I have specifically asked The Lord to give me more time with her.
For her health to be miraculously restored to make it seem as though she is 5 years old.
Restore her sight, her hearing, her vibrance, her interest in barking and walking.
(Which I'm not even sure if she can hear me anymore, and she already had trouble with her eyes.)
Despite that. Her health has taken a great plunge. She's so small and getting close to being helpless.
She is precious and she has brought myself and my family so much love and joy. We all love her, and have done everything we can think of for her.
I feel so low. I feel like I've done everything possible to restore her, but I don't know what else to do for her. I feel hopeless.
I trust Him and I love Him and I know He will do what is best. I'm just hurting so greatly right now.
Forgive me if my words are scattered. I'm bawling my eyes out. May I please ask for prayers and guidance.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.