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Andi Yesop
Guest
Dear Brothers and Sisters in Christ.
I prayed at this very site for peace and for love. One month ago, out of no where and for no reason, I reconnected with the love of my life after 24 years.
We've talked and he too admits his love for me after all of these years.
I've prayed guidance, thought and denied his feelings for me and my feelings for him. But after time, I admitted that I've loved him all of this time.
I am not married, but I live with someone; and before the initial contact with my first love, this relationship was over and we were both planning on going our seperate ways, but at our pace.
THis person that I'm with and have stood beside has a drug habit and I've helped him, been his rock all of this time, denying myself a life of my own. Now I have a sense of urgency that I can't shake. Why? Because I haven't felt love in over 10 years, because my first love is back in my life, because my first love asked me to marry him.
I don't want to hurt this person, I don't want him to slip back into drugs, but I want to have a life.
Will this work w/ my 1st love, I don't know, but I'm willing to try.
I need God's guidance that I say and do the right thing for all involved.
I pray that God grant Greg strength to carry on w/out me and that he don't hate me.
I feel that God will not bring two people together (in Love) to only pull them apart again, so I pray that my feelings are real, that his feeling are real and that we're both NOT in love with the past memory of us being in love.
I pray that we do get a chance to see each other in February and that God's plan is revealed.
I ask for these prayers in Jesus name.
Amen
I prayed at this very site for peace and for love. One month ago, out of no where and for no reason, I reconnected with the love of my life after 24 years.
We've talked and he too admits his love for me after all of these years.
I've prayed guidance, thought and denied his feelings for me and my feelings for him. But after time, I admitted that I've loved him all of this time.
I am not married, but I live with someone; and before the initial contact with my first love, this relationship was over and we were both planning on going our seperate ways, but at our pace.
THis person that I'm with and have stood beside has a drug habit and I've helped him, been his rock all of this time, denying myself a life of my own. Now I have a sense of urgency that I can't shake. Why? Because I haven't felt love in over 10 years, because my first love is back in my life, because my first love asked me to marry him.
I don't want to hurt this person, I don't want him to slip back into drugs, but I want to have a life.
Will this work w/ my 1st love, I don't know, but I'm willing to try.
I need God's guidance that I say and do the right thing for all involved.
I pray that God grant Greg strength to carry on w/out me and that he don't hate me.
I feel that God will not bring two people together (in Love) to only pull them apart again, so I pray that my feelings are real, that his feeling are real and that we're both NOT in love with the past memory of us being in love.
I pray that we do get a chance to see each other in February and that God's plan is revealed.
I ask for these prayers in Jesus name.
Amen