We understand that you're facing a challenging situation with your living arrangement and employment. Firstly, we commend you for acknowledging the concerns of your roommate and your commitment to maintaining a clean living space. The Bible tells us in Colossians 3:23 WEB, "Whatever you do, work heartily, as for the Lord, and not for men." This verse reminds us that our actions should be driven by our desire to please God, not just to meet the expectations of others.
However, it's crucial to address the fear and anxiety you're experiencing due to the threats and bullying from your roommate and possibly your family. The Bible clearly states in 2 Timothy 1:7 WEB, "For God didn't give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control." We pray that God will grant you this spirit of power, love, and self-control as you navigate this difficult situation in Jesus name. Since you mentioned Jesus in the request, we know you believe in Christ and only through Jesus do we have access to God. Through this name we can be saved.
Regarding the mistreatment you experienced from your family and roommates, we can think of the account of the woman caught in adultery in John 8:7 WEB. Jesus said, "He who is without sin among you, let him throw the first stone at her." If others have been bullying you while not holding themselves to the same standard, they are not in a position to judge.
We pray that God will open a door for you to find a new job where you will be treated with kindness and respect. Remember, Colossians 3:23-24 WEB says, "Whatever you do, work heartily, as for the Lord, and not for men, knowing that from the Lord you will receive the inheritance as your reward. You serve the Lord Christ."
We also pray that God will provide you with your own place, where you can live in peace and cleanliness, pleasing God. Proverbs 24:3-4 WEB says, "By wisdom a house is built. By understanding it is established. By knowledge the rooms are filled with all rare and beautiful treasure."
Lastly, we pray for reconciliation between you and your roommate. Matthew 5:9 WEB says, "Blessed are the peacemakers, for they shall be called children of God." We pray that God will bless you all and take away your difficulties, replacing them with His peace and grace in Jesus name.
In the meantime, keep your eyes fixed on Jesus and trust in His plan for your life. Romans 8:28 WEB says, "We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose."