Jasmine Jones
Humble Prayer Partner
Lord I don't know how much longer I can carry on like this. I feel so down and lifeless. My emotional stress is getting the best of me . This weight loss challenge is bringing me down because I'm working so hard and the numbers on the scale haven't moved at all. Today is Valentine's Day and I'm so heart broken. I feel like the whole time all I've ever been is a joke and game. My body is tired, my heart is heavy. I have no motivation or energy in me anymore. I don't look forward to anything. I feel like everything is weighin me down and I don't know how to over come it. I miss Ryan and I don't understand what went wrong I'm carrying a lot of envy in my heart for that girl and it's so wrong but she's just another me in this situation and I wish she would know the truth. I pray that there is nothing between them and he realizes how much he's hurt me and how I was the one who was there for him and supported him through absolutely everything. I hope I cross his mind. I know my requests are so selfish and I ask you to forgive me dear lord. I'm just hurting so much that I'm so bitter towards everything. Please help me over come this all.
Amen.
Amen.
