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Brenda222
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I guess its getting to be that time of the month again when I am short on my rent and realize I still dont have a job. I pray constantly for me and others. I am starting to get depressed and down again. I am just so tired of this at the end of each month. The biggest mistake I made in my life was when I changed jobs. This is depressing. I cant make it on what unemployment gives me. Dear Lord please give me my job back. Lord Im so sorry. Lord I pray and ask for fogiveness and to please give me my job back. I have lost everything and am asking for favors. I am so up then I just get so down and depressed. I cant live like this everyday wondering if Im going to be able to pay rent, walking miles to get where I have to. I do have faith Lord. I just cant go thru this constantly. Changing jobs was the biggest mistake I ever made in my life. Please touch their hearts to rehire me, I cannot find employment. I am so sorry Lord. I ask for jobs for those who need jobs also. Lord please please hear my cry. I have lost everything and beginning to get down again and very very depressed. Its so hard to make it because this is not living. I am suffering so much, in so much pain and hurt being out of work. I cant take care of your child Lord and be depressed like this. Lord please please please respond to me and help me so I dont get those feelings of leaving this world again. It happens at the end of each month. How long am I to suffer Lord while the ones who gave me the advice and riticle prosper. While those who have done me wrong are propering I am the one suffering and my child is suffering by having a mom who is practically living in poverty. Lord my feet hurt from walking so many miles to get places. Lord if you give me my job back I will never ever leave it. It is not healthy for me to feel like this and have this child. Lord please do not make me suffer any longer with this problem. I made a mistake. I am suffering and cannot stop the hurt.
Lord I know what happens when we leave this earth and we believe in you where we go. I know its wrong Lord for me to think of suicide and ending my life. I dont want to go to the lake of fire. I dont want to be there. I just dont know how to get out of the hurt of leaving my job. I could have been able to pay rent and feed my child and not lose my car. Lord I know suicide is wrong for dying but this is not living. I need help and cannot face this each and every month. I am fine til the end of the month comes and rent is due. I cannot keep going thru this depression daily from leaving my job and knowing what I had and not being there. I have hit rock bottom, I have lost everything you gave me. I cannot live like this everyday. Lord please show me a sign tomorrow that I will not go thru this everyday. I cannot keep wondering if I will take my life or not. I have never been in this position and cannot live like this anymore.
Lord I know what happens when we leave this earth and we believe in you where we go. I know its wrong Lord for me to think of suicide and ending my life. I dont want to go to the lake of fire. I dont want to be there. I just dont know how to get out of the hurt of leaving my job. I could have been able to pay rent and feed my child and not lose my car. Lord I know suicide is wrong for dying but this is not living. I need help and cannot face this each and every month. I am fine til the end of the month comes and rent is due. I cannot keep going thru this depression daily from leaving my job and knowing what I had and not being there. I have hit rock bottom, I have lost everything you gave me. I cannot live like this everyday. Lord please show me a sign tomorrow that I will not go thru this everyday. I cannot keep wondering if I will take my life or not. I have never been in this position and cannot live like this anymore.