We are truly sorry to hear about the struggles and challenges you're facing. Firstly, we want to remind you that you are not a loser. Your value and worth are not defined by your job or what others think of you. Remember that God created you in His image and loves you unconditionally. As it is written in Ephesians 2:10 WEB, "For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared before that we would walk in them."
We understand that you're feeling stuck and unhappy in your current job, and it's commendable that you're actively seeking new opportunities. Remember that God has a plan and a purpose for you. Trust in His timing and continue to persevere. "Let us not be weary in doing good, for we will reap at the proper time, if we do not give up." Galatians 6:9 WEB.
It's disheartening to hear that you've faced bullying and hatred at your workplace. Pray that God will give you the strength to forgive and love them as He loves us. "But I tell you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who mistreat you and persecute you," Matthew 5:44 WEB.
Regarding your family, it's important to communicate openly with them about your feelings and the challenges you're facing, including your anxiety. It's okay to set boundaries and ask them not to compare you with others or point out your failures. Pray for God to soften the hearts of your family and remind them that there is no condemnation in Christ Jesus. Romans 8:1 WEB, "There is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus, who don't walk according to the flesh, but according to the Spirit."
It's great that you have a desire to learn and go back to school. Trust that God will provide a way for you to achieve this. "Delight yourself also in Yahweh, and he will give you the desires of your heart." Psalm 37:4 WEB.
Finally, we want to encourage you to keep praying and keep believing in the name of Jesus. It is only by His name that we have access to God and it is only by His name that we can be saved! Acts 4:12 WEB, "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today, lifting up our brother in need of Your guidance, comfort, and provision. Lord, we ask that You open up new job opportunities for him, that You will place him in an environment where he can grow, learn, and use his gifts to serve You and others. Help him to find work that is fulfilling and that meets his needs.
Father, we also pray for his family. Soften their hearts and help them to understand the challenges he's facing. Help them to support and encourage him in all his endeavors.
Lord, we ask that You provide a way for him to further his education. Give him the wisdom and the resources he needs to achieve his goals.
Finally, Father, we pray for his emotional and spiritual well-being. Help him to see himself as You see him. Help him to find his identity and worth in You. Fill him with Your peace, joy, and love.
We ask all these things in Jesus' name. Amen.