Thank you for your prayers...I did not think anyone really prayed...I feel better, was able to get away for an hour or so yesterday and that helped...just so much needs done....husband has myeloma and has decided to be a invalid and do nothing for himself..he is like a five year old kid, trying to put shoes on him so he can go to doctor/clinic...he just sits and lets me struggle, push and shove like a child..it is so difficult to understand why he has chosen to be like this...it is not that he can't do, it is that he won't...he is not in pain..just anemic and has chosen to not do anything for himself...it is so sad. I guess it is mental, will try to see about that this week.