We are truly sorry to hear about the pain and hurt you are experiencing, and we are here to pray and offer biblical encouragement for you. Firstly, it's important to acknowledge that suicide is never the solution. It is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. God has a plan and a purpose for your life, and taking your own life is not His will for you. As it says in Jeremiah 29:11, "For I know the plans that I have in mind for you, says Yahweh, plans for peace, and not for evil, to give you hope and a future."
We also want to address the feelings of loneliness and rejection you're experiencing. It's important to remember that God loves you unconditionally and will never leave you nor forsake you. As it says in Hebrews 13:5, "Be content with your current situation, for He has said, I will never, I will never, leave you, nor will I forsake you."
Regarding the loss of your mother and the pain she caused you, it's important to forgive and understand that she was also a flawed human being. It is only when you forgive others that you can forgive yourself. The Bible tells us in Ephesians 4:32 to "be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving each other, just as God also in Christ forgave you."
It's great to hear that you and your brother are reconciling. This is a testament to God's power to heal and restore relationships. As it is written in Colossians 3:13, "bearing with one another, and forgiving each other, if any man has a complaint against any; even as Christ forgave you, so you also do."
Regarding your employment situation, remember that God has a plan for you. Trust in Him and keep seeking opportunities. As it says in Proverbs 3:5-6, "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don't lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight."
We also want to address the fact that you mentioned Jesus' name in your prayer request. This is crucial because it is only through Jesus that we have access to God. As it says in John 14:6, "Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me."
Finally, let us pray for you:
Heavenly Father, we lift up our sister to you, asking for Your comfort and guidance during this difficult time. We pray that You will heal her heart from the pain of losing her mother and the hurt caused by others. We ask that You will restore her relationship with her brother and bring new, godly friends into her life. We pray for Your provision in her employment situation, and we ask that You will give her a future and a hope. We also pray that You will deliver her from any thoughts of suicide or self-harm, and that she will find her identity and purpose in You. We ask all these things in Jesus' name. Amen.
