Please Pray For Me, I Am Going Out Of My Mind

[Brenda222]

Please pray for me. I feel like Im going out of my mind. I went to see about a job I didn't get. I left a job in September that I should not have left. This has put me in such financial ruins. I cant hardly put gas in my car. I am on food stamps. I have asked for my job back, they didnt give it to me. I was suffering with so much depression from my breakup. I loved the location of the job and the hours and the type of work. I had told the Lord if I get another job like this I would not leave it, which I went back on my word and did. Please pray for me that I can get another job I love with hours and days I love. I feel like Im going crazy. I am sometimes suicidal. I just feel that this is not living. I want to take care of my daughter. I go to the store, kmart, walmart, I dont even have a dollar to buy her a hamburger at McDonalds. I am not used to living like this. I cannot shop for even a pair of socks for her. I don't know how I will pay my April rent. My unemployment is so low I cant keep this up. I have never lived like this. I cant even buy a pair of panties for myself, something that cheap, cant even buy anything at the 99cents store. I dont know why all this is happening to me. I dont know why I had the enemy come in my life in September and leave my job. I just cant live like this. I do pay my tithes and try to keep my bills like lights and gas up. After that I dont even have gas to go to the park with my child. I am honestly going crazy. I hurt constantly when I wake up and realize that was the biggest mistake of my life. This is driving me up a wall, Im going nuts. I read and read my bible. I cant get over this loss. The company has a no rehire policy and will not give me my job back. Im writing this on and on because I am afraid I will go and commit the ultimate, suicide on myself. I am so hurt and alone and I know the Lord is there I just cant live like this. I asked him to bless me with a job and then went thru depression and left. I really needed this job. OH LORD PLEASE COME INTO MY LIFE. I CANNOT GET A JOB, NO ONE IS HIRING ME. I DONT WANT TO SIT AND DO SOMETHING I HATE AND HAVE TO BE THERE DAILY. I WAS SO HAPPY WITH BEING AT WORK AND MY EX FRIEND SUGGESTED I TRY THE NEW JOB OFFER WHICH TURNED OUT TO BE RUIN IN MY LIFE, WHY DID I LISTEN TO HER. PLEASE LORD HELP ME, HELP ME PLEASE, I CANNOT TAKE THIS ANYMORE. I CANNOT TAKE NOT BEING ABLE TO BUY EVEN A PAIR OF SOCKS OR PANTIES OR WASH CLOTHES AND AFFORD WASHING POWDERS AT THE 99CENTS STORE.

PLEASE, PLEASE PLEASE SOMEONE PRAY FOR ME. I CANNOT DEAL WITH THIS DAILY. I GET UP AND DONT HAVE ANYWHERE TO GO. I CANNOT STAND LOOKING AT TV DURING THE DAY, THIS IS NOT ME, I NEED HELP. I NEED THE LORD TO BLESS ME WITH MY JOB BACK. I KNOW THE LORD CAN WORK MIRACLES. LORD PLEASE, LORD PLEASE, GIVE ME A MIRACLE. PLEASE GIVE ME A MIRACLE. LORD IF YOU BLESS ME WITH JUST A SECOND CHANCE AT MY JOB I WILL NEVER TURN MY BACK ON THE BLESSING AND WILL BE THERE WITH THE COMPANY TIL THE DAY I RETIRE. LORD PLEASE PLEASE I CANNOT TAKE THIS.

Sorry for writing like this. I had to get it out so I wont sit and dwell on living like this, I had to beg for someone to please pray for me. I loved the work, the hours and could have taken care of my child. Why Lord why did I leave when you blessed me with that.

Please help me LORD. PLEASE HELP ME.

 

[rossow63]

dear god i pray that you will open a door for this person to get a job dear god carry this person through theese times of dispare dear god watch over them help them to relize that you will bless them and they need to have faith and let them see that if they look around that there is allways some one with less and that you will provide for them dear god i pray that you will bless this person with a job that will suport them and take care of there needs

 

[SinglemomV]

Lord, I lift Brenda to you Lord, She is struggling Lord. Lord, I Pray she not to focus on what she doesn't have, but what she does have, You first and foremost Lord, a wonderful daughter that NEEDS her, a place to stay and food to eat, a computer, the simple things Lord. That is more than a lot of people Lord, I know it is hard when you have Had a great deal and then it is no longer there, for whatever reason. Lord, You have Brenda's plan, reveal this to her. May she get involved in church Lord, Worship you Lord, and Fellowship with others that Love you Lord. Help her to understand what is going on Lord so she can move forward. May she grow a Garden Lord, from a twig, or seed and watch it grow, for this is how we too grow, in knowledge of you and your Love for us, and it will keep her busy. If it is Your Will for her to accept a job anywhere, at fast food, temporary services, cleaning, something to get her by, then so be it. Lord, we just do the best we can through your direction, and sometimes we have to do what we don't want to do Lord, to see your Glory and then to look back and remember Lord,Only you got us-her throught this and this has made us-her humble and to increase our-her Faith in you Lord, for you are always with us-her Lord, in every single thing Lord. May she Praise your Name for the Victory that is awaiting her through your Divine Intervention, May she listen to Christian Music of all types Lord too, for this really helps Lord, Give her the strength and the courage Lord, to Listen to YOU Lord, To do Your Will, Not her own, Lord.

Depend on the Lord, Trust him, and he will take care of you. Psalm 37:5

In Jesus Name I Pray Amen

I have listed some great songs on my profile, that I constantly listen and sing. This site has an awesome Video section..It helps me a lot to listen to this kind of music, Praying for you.

 

[Harold]

Father, there are so many times we do something that we later regret, decisions that are very harmful to us. I pray for Brenda as she is going through this kind of time in her life right now. Father, may she feel Your comfort in her life and see how You will bring her through this, better and with more faith than she has ever had. I pray for a blessing to be with her and her family and for the finances to come through to pay her bills. I pray for her to hold on and to witness Your blessings. In Jesus' name, Amen.