anna1222
Prayer Partner
Please pray for me for I am in pain and almost in despair. I have broken up with my boyfriend of four years about two months ago. For some petty reason we had a fight, he said that he wanted out. I know that I have my own faults too. I know I had hurt him with what I said. He is very stubborn. I had begged for his forgiveness and asked him to give us a chance, but he just doesnt want to. It lead me to believe that I was so bad in the relationship. I know I made mistakes but it's just that now, he wouldnt even talk to me. I even sent him flowers to apologize but he just doesnt want to properly communicate with me. During the two months apart, i realized how much i love him. In his own way, he did show me he loves me. Even at my worst, he stood by me and kept his patience. I always have appreciated that from him. I know that i have hurt him so bad too but I still feel that he loves me. We were happy together despite the downs in our relationship. He was never the one to give up first but now, he just gave up on me. I did ask him once if he still loved me but he said curtly that he doesnt. Which i do not believe. But still it hurt deeply. PLEASE PRAY for me that there will be healing in our relationship. That he will forgive me, because i know in my heart, i have forgiven him. That the Lord will forgive us both for our mistakes and give us another chance to be together. I asked the Lord four years ago for someone, and indeed there was CTU. I always pray that the Lord will forgive mefor not taking care of this person well. I pray that we both be released with the past mistakes and the pain, the frustration and the anger, and focus on starting over with a relationship that's stronger and more blessed. I know in my heart he is the one who makes me happy. I pray that God will help us solve our differences and create a stronger and more loving relationship. God gave me him as a gift. Please pray that we can talk finally and resolve what we need to. That God fills his heart with love and compassion for me. And that he will never give up one me.Pray together with me for the restoration of our relationship and for us to be healed and released from the negative emotions. I am frustrated and hurt, but I have faith in God that things will become better.
