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jusme
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Please pray for me. I was in a loving relationship..the love of my life. He is married. He kept saying he would come to me but needed time to get things organized. He had just started a new job after being unemployed. I don't want him to lose his job. He loves it. He and his wife have no close relationship. He has been through alcohol and drug rehab recently. I need prayers said for him. To keep him strong. I told him to not contact me until he was ready to be with me. I have let him go. I have thought maybe I could move closer to him and that would allow him to keep his job. I would totally disrupt my life. I want to die. I don't know what to do. I think of him constantly. I wish things were different for us. Maybe this is not our time to be together. I do feel God brought me to him to help him and be there but it turned into more. I can't be there for him at all because love has gotten in the way and I couldnt live the way it made me feel to love him and not be with him. Sometimes loving someone is more painful than not having them in your life. Pray for me to accept this and to maybe be happy one day. I have prayed for God to bring me a man of his choice. God knows my heart. This person keeps coming back to me. I do not know if it is Gods way of telliing me that he is the man for me. Please pray for me, and for him as well. I feel lost and so lonely. I miss him to the point that I just want to cry out loud.