Please Pray. Feeling Hopeless Today

[Fos3050]

Yesterday I had a feeling to try and call adam to see if I could get through. The phone rang as if I were unblocked but he never picked up. I figured I'd give it til today to try again. I had just tried and I am still blocked.

I am crushed. I feel like this we'll never resolve. That I will never get to hear his voice again. That I've lost the man I prayed so hard for that God blessed me with.

I am doubting and questioning. I don't want to but it's so hard not to. My heart is aching. I'm sorry for all I've done. I know God is working within me but I wish I could see some light to the darkness. I wish I could just at least talk to adam even if that was all it could be for now.

Please pray to ease my mind and to be able to trust in what God is doing in my life.

Please pray that adam knows how much I love him, for healing of his heart, and to not fear trying again with our relationship.

I don't know how long to wait for a sign or a breakthrough. It's only been a month but it feels like forever. I miss him so entirely much.

Please help me prayer family. I need encouragement and prayers so badly.

Thank you

 

[jesusheart3]

Colossians 1:9-12

New International Version (NIV)

For this reason, since the day we heard about you, we have not stopped praying for you. We continually ask God to fill you with the knowledge of his will through all the wisdom and understanding that the Spirit gives, so that you may live a life worthy of the Lord and please him in every way: bearing fruit in every good work, growing in the knowledge of God, being strengthened with all power according to his glorious might so that you may have great endurance and patience, and giving joyful thanks to the Father, who has qualified you to share in the inheritance of his holy people in the kingdom of light. In Jesus Name Amen

 

[caldoug]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Fos3050]

Thank you. My heart is so heavy right now. I feel like I'm going to fall apart. Trying so hard not to cry and focus on the positives.

 

[MerciMe]

Father God, Please ignite the fire of hope within the hearts and minds of all those crying out to You right now. May Your divine power penetrate the very fiber of their being and may every petition that fits within Your perfect will be answered in a mighty way in Jesus Holy Name. Amen.

 

[tina1]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[livemma]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Nineteen51]

The Lord will fight for you, and you shall hold your peace. Exodus 14:14

 

[mkgoode]

Father God, Holy is your name. I stand in agreement with this prayer. In Jesus name, Amen.

 

[KateLee]

I am praying for you. May your prayers be answered. In Jesus name, Amen