theonly1
Disciple of Prayer
This month we lost our job and our home,after that it was like dominoes one terrible thing after another.The worst being my oldest daughter,who I've always been super close with and had a wonderful relationship,changed over night got mad at me(because I made her go to school after she refused) moved in with her dad...and then falsely accused my husband and I of abuse.She is a wonderful child despite everything and I'm not mad at her but very sad,hurt and terrified. A week ago I was absolutely set on committing suicide.my family caught me and talked me out of it,or really wouldn't allow me to.I still felt absolutely hopeless and like although I wanted to live,the only way was suicide and that everything was unbearable -until last night when I saw just how much all my children love and need me...as well as my husband.My husband Convinced me something good will happen and everything will turn around and go our way...although I've always had faith, I think for a while I lost it. Now I have hope again,for the most part I do believe everything is going to turn around and God is going to do AMAZING things for us (thank you thank you thank you Lord) but I still have dark moments of fear,they scare me terribly.So I'm asking you to please take a moment and pray for my family and I ...please pray that everything does turn around and go right for us and that God absolutely amazes us by fulfilling all our hopes and dreams and please pray that he take these moments of fear away,I know where I am weak he is strong and he can carry me through it.please pray that he surround us with positive and goodness and people that love us and make us feel good about ourselves and keep us encouraged and filled with hope.please just pray that this month completely turn around from a nightmare to a dream come true...this website has carried me through some hard times and the prayers and People have always encouraged me.my goal is to come on here Christmas with a praise report(someone on here actually told me once to do that and that simple little idea kept me going and I eventually got to write the praise report
And testify to everyone the miracles I've encountered and experienced through the power of prayer...and I believe God will make it happen...thank you and may God bless you
And testify to everyone the miracles I've encountered and experienced through the power of prayer...and I believe God will make it happen...thank you and may God bless you
