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Humble Prayer Partner
Heavenly Father,
I feel dumb! I feel like I am unreachable and to dumb to learn. I just started a job. Working for Time Warner cable company a month ago and they have a very fast pace training program. You learn how to use all program and how everything work in two months. Which there isn't anything wrong with that but it isn't like you learn how to run a cash register or mop a floor or stack self's. No you learn how to troubleshoot equipment and build whole accounts and mostly how to do I.T work in 9wks. There are people paying thousands of dollars to go to school for years for this and at time Warner I get 9wks to learn. Oh yeah and I get $12 in CALIFORNIA. This job makes me feel worthless and stupid. I know if I had a few extra weeks I would do great. By that time everything I have learned would have settled in my mind but no. The company teach over a hundred things in 9wks at a very fast pace and when I say fast I mean within 2 hours you are learning something new. Brand new at that. No lie. I hate this job alot. I just wanted more for myself and I thought I was worth it and that I could do it but I guess I can not. I am not sure if this is a punishment to me for aiming high but I do want more for myself and better. Lord give me peace of mind. Bless me with talent that will get me to the top. Make me smarter. Make me richer i will work for it. In Jesus Christ name Amen
I feel dumb! I feel like I am unreachable and to dumb to learn. I just started a job. Working for Time Warner cable company a month ago and they have a very fast pace training program. You learn how to use all program and how everything work in two months. Which there isn't anything wrong with that but it isn't like you learn how to run a cash register or mop a floor or stack self's. No you learn how to troubleshoot equipment and build whole accounts and mostly how to do I.T work in 9wks. There are people paying thousands of dollars to go to school for years for this and at time Warner I get 9wks to learn. Oh yeah and I get $12 in CALIFORNIA. This job makes me feel worthless and stupid. I know if I had a few extra weeks I would do great. By that time everything I have learned would have settled in my mind but no. The company teach over a hundred things in 9wks at a very fast pace and when I say fast I mean within 2 hours you are learning something new. Brand new at that. No lie. I hate this job alot. I just wanted more for myself and I thought I was worth it and that I could do it but I guess I can not. I am not sure if this is a punishment to me for aiming high but I do want more for myself and better. Lord give me peace of mind. Bless me with talent that will get me to the top. Make me smarter. Make me richer i will work for it. In Jesus Christ name Amen
