Please, i cant take this anymore, id rather die with the hope of going to heaven cause thats more ho

[jaberwockie]

About four years ago i made the decisions to switch to homeschooling, it all seemed like a haze and i wasnt doing good at school and my brothers good and sparkling reputation didnt help with things either when they all used to know me as

 

[flabpag]

In Jesus name, may this person be granted your peace and healing and hope with this situation and sooth this situation. In your precious name.

 

[jaberwockie]

MISTAKE WHILE POSTING

About four years ago i made the decisions to switch to homeschooling, it all seemed like a haze and i wasnt doing good at school and my brothers good and sparkling reputation didnt help with things either when they all used to know me as "Emmanuels brother" (Emmanuel my brother) I never was known for myself and all the teachers would first think i would be like him but at the end of the year...well it wasnt pleasant at all for me...but i made do... That was Four years ago, when i thought i had it bad...After i left school the first year was normal and uneventful, the Second was slightly boring and i could feel that there was nothing for me to do at all. then the third and fourth year became hell, i hadnt talked to anyoe except my family for four years, i am so depressed and lonely now that i just snapped and almost hung my self about 10 minutes ago...the time is now 1:31 AM 5th May 2012. I dont know how much longer i can last, every day i feel my sanity ripping at my seems and im screaming in silence from the pain, i never knew that man can endure such pain at the hands of lonelyness...i guess thats what they mean when they say we're social creatures...And as if thats not enough even my dreams are depressed, i had a dream last night of myself crying...and it was the worst feeling ever it was like i was weeping for something i lost...hhhmmm what a fate...lonely in waking and in sleeping... Please pray for me...Im 16 and i cant take this any longer, my future looks dead. I need help

 

[The Encourager]

God with all my heart I ask in Jesus’ name please honor this prayer request. Let Your will be done. Let everything work out for the good. Now may Jehovah our God through His Son Jesus Christ bless you with the desires of your heart that is the will of God. May God keep you; make His face shine on you and be gracious to you. May He lift up His countenance upon you and give you great peace.

Encourager Linda Flagg, LM, CS

Christian Life Coach & Youth Minister

 

[WithoutOnePlea]

I have been where you are...suicidal...distraught...in AGONIZING pain. I don't know why you are going through what you are, but I know satan is laughing and God is not. I guarantee there are angels sent by God's Holy Spirit who are trying to help you hang on. Yes, it's hanging on to face an unknown for us, but not an unknown for Him. Hold God's hand, even when you don't see it, or feel it, for it is there. The test, which I admit sucks, of faith requires us to believe in Him and His goodness and His love for us, when everything around us points to despair and pain. We have to BELIEVE when there appears no reason to believe. That which is unseen, His love for us,etc., is eternal, while the crap and hell around us are temporary. Satan wants you to believe things are worse than they are. Why God lets him do this, I don't know. But reach out your hand, cry out to God again and again and be still...He will answer. I'm sorry you're going through this for I know of it. May God rescue you and deliver you from the enemy's horrible snare. In Jesus' name above all names I pray for you amen.Faith in Him period, even when there appears no reason to have it, is the key.

 

[Beverlee]

You may feel like there is no solution to your situation. But there is if you give it ALL to God right now. he hears all of our prayers and he cries when we are hurting. I DO know what you are going thru. I have a brother who commited suicide a few years ago, and my son tried to just a few months ago. I tried in the past when I felt there was no hope in my life. But By giving it all to God, you CAN expect a miracle, God DOES answer our prayers. I do not know what your situation is, but I know if we pray, God will turn it around. Pray with me.

Father God, only you and this young amn knows what his situation is right now. He desperatly needs you. he is at his lowest point in life, but you God, can bring him out of this, and give him Victory, and more happiness then he could ever imagine. He needs a touch from you right now Lord. jesus gave his life that we will have joy, and peace, and happiness. Forgive this young man of all of his sins. he gives them to you right now. YOU LORD, show him the way. I have seen the miracles you have done, you are a miracle wroking God, even when we are at our lowest, you can raise us high out of our problems, and you can show us the way, even when we cannot see a way out, you KNOW the way out, and it can only come from you. I thank you right now for holding this young man in your loving arms, I thank you right now that you will fill his heart with peace and love, and he will know with no doubt that you WILL bring him to victory. WE thank you in the name of Jesus Christ our Lord and savior. Aman.

Keep thanking God for answering your prayer. Thank him over and over. That shows you totally trust him and you KNOW that he will bring you to victory. may God bless you!