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cheergurl
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I am 20 years old. After much doing, I had put enough funds together to attend a private college, which I paid for on my own. I was happy-go lucky and my grades where phenomenal. Around November I learned I was pregnant and when I came home for winter break I decided it best to take sprinfg semester off and carry through with the pregnancy. Two weeks ago my life got turned upside-down when I misscarried at 15 weeks. It hit both me and my boyfriend/ex boyfriend and our families hard. Two days after I misscarried, my mothers ex-husband (whom i had been staying with over vacation) and I got into a physical altercation. He was arrested for domestic violence and the police told me I had to find a safe place to live. I had nowhere else to go but with my boyfriend/ex-boyfriends family's house while he goes back to school. I am in the process of looking for a full-time job and I am in the process of enrolling in the assisted living program. The family I am staying with already has 4 young children and the parents work corresponding shifts. I have no way to go out and apply for jobs or doctor or other appointments pertaining to my situation. This is by far the hardest thing I ever had to go through and I just want to be back on my feet and living independedntly and attend school next fall. A day has yet to go by that I don't break down, and trying to remain strong and appear unscathed to his family is tremendously hard. I hope there is a lighht at the end of the tunnel. I need a saving grace. I just need to get back with my boyfriend who I love (we're working on things) He really is the only thing keeping me going right now. Please pray that we find the strength to stay together. Please help me and God Bless.
