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Xuthur
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Dear Lord,
I have been in a relationship with my boyfriend for almost one year, and in that year there have been betrayals and lies from both sides. I am very sorry for my actions in the past and so was he, and we both decided to leave everything in the past and move on. However, I believe this has ruined and made our relationship the way it is today. My boyfriend ignores me a lot, and treats me like I don't know anything at all. I love him so much, and he is the one I want to spend the rest of my life with, and I am building my life around him. He can have his good days (which is so rare) where he will show affection and make me feel worthy. But most times he gets angry at things I say, ignores me, and leaves me aside on a lot of things. I cry myself to sleep most nights because it makes me feel so insecure. I have no one to talk to about this. I pray Lord that you can please help this relationship get stronger and stronger as each day goes by, and to please end my pain of insecurity. Please open his eyes and let him realize that I really do love him and that I would love to be told so by him as well, and that I need his attention instead of never getting it. Lord, I felt the guilt from the past which hurt a lot, please forgive me for it. I love my boyfriend and I want this relationship to work where we both love each other. Lord, please keep me strong.
In Jesus' name I pray. Amen.
I have been in a relationship with my boyfriend for almost one year, and in that year there have been betrayals and lies from both sides. I am very sorry for my actions in the past and so was he, and we both decided to leave everything in the past and move on. However, I believe this has ruined and made our relationship the way it is today. My boyfriend ignores me a lot, and treats me like I don't know anything at all. I love him so much, and he is the one I want to spend the rest of my life with, and I am building my life around him. He can have his good days (which is so rare) where he will show affection and make me feel worthy. But most times he gets angry at things I say, ignores me, and leaves me aside on a lot of things. I cry myself to sleep most nights because it makes me feel so insecure. I have no one to talk to about this. I pray Lord that you can please help this relationship get stronger and stronger as each day goes by, and to please end my pain of insecurity. Please open his eyes and let him realize that I really do love him and that I would love to be told so by him as well, and that I need his attention instead of never getting it. Lord, I felt the guilt from the past which hurt a lot, please forgive me for it. I love my boyfriend and I want this relationship to work where we both love each other. Lord, please keep me strong.
In Jesus' name I pray. Amen.
