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Lucky3
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Please pray for me to keep my job. I'm 2 weeks into my dream job (working for a charity) and finding it a struggle because of my mental illness. I nearly got fired yesterday but persuaded them to give me a week to prove I can do better. I need to be a lot more confident and proactive, improve my diary management and keep up with the pace better. I also need to get up and to work on time or early every day, which is a struggle for me. I'm going to spend this weekend praying and trying to work through my problems. There's some deeply ingrained, chronic fear and anger that needs to shift *fast* if I'm going to manage this. I've been sabotaging myself for almost my entire life and I need a transformation. I'm going to need insight, self-compassion and the courage to let things go, and most of all the courage to grow up (in a good way).
