Ok I know how you feel and where you are coming from. However, just last week I had a bad situation happen and I was just hours away from finished, no way out financially ruined. It is not bad enough I have no credit period cus of past mistakes but I was done this time. I had been forced into this situation and there was no way out...and yes I was giving up. Then I prayed one last time, and txt a friend I would never tell things personal too. Well it must have been God txting cus that was not like me....then I went out from my work elsewhere for 20 minutes....came back I had a txt...that friend with endless money helped me...in my world that stuff does happen last minute to me all the time. Point is never give up and pray for and encourage others with your experiences etc...it helps...my time is still running out and I have to tell myself evry day God is going to breakthrough and give me abundance to maintain my life....not loose it all. For the past 6 months my life has been spirelling down hill fast, and let me tell you I hit rock bottom emotionally and physically a few times over it...but God if you really try to believe will bring the right circumstances and people into your life to help you get through it when he knows you can't. Just two weeks ago I totally gave up and crashed...I saw no way out of my mess...thought I would loose everything....then God found me a lawyer and a realtor to help me. My husband I thought would freak, but he is going with it and it all is coming together...! I could tell you a million things that happened these last few months, that were awful and time had run out, but god came through. Look for any little thing you can find that you are blessed by then go with it....and praise..praise praise it will help God likes praise....also if you are mad at God tell him...ask him why he isn't listening and what doors you should be opening or closing in your life. Talk to him like he is right there next to you....try it...look for the smallest signs in your life....! I dont have great verses or biblical quotes or cliches....just honest real life experiences that keep me going...and renew my faith when I can't carry on.