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Heavenly Father,
Please hear my Prayer. Today you will bring Home hundreds of people via accidents, heart attacks, cancer, ect. Please take me instead of them. So many of those You will Take today have full and happy, productive, lives full of hope and promise. They are husbands, fathers, and people who matter.
I've lived without hope for close to a decade. I'm crushed with self loathing, depression, and poor health. I'm obessed with a married woman with whom I had an affair over 5 years ago. The relationship is long since dead and, although she has no idea, I am tormented by constant thoughts of her from waking to sleeping. I've tried hypnosis, therepy, and everything I could think of but there she remains in the front of my brain tormenting me. It's like some sort of punishment for my transgresstions with a married woman. I even moved from KY to MO to get her out of my head and nothing works!
I barely make ends meet financially and despite 2 jobs cannot get ahead.
I am unable to remarry due to intimacy issues.
My life is a sad, empty place.
I have felt a daily pull to suicide everyday for over 10 years now but struggle on. I only do this because I do not want to hurt my aging mother and also fear for my immortal soul. However, if You take me from this world I can be safe in Your Heavenly arms without fear.
Please hear my Prayer.
Please hear my Prayer. Today you will bring Home hundreds of people via accidents, heart attacks, cancer, ect. Please take me instead of them. So many of those You will Take today have full and happy, productive, lives full of hope and promise. They are husbands, fathers, and people who matter.
I've lived without hope for close to a decade. I'm crushed with self loathing, depression, and poor health. I'm obessed with a married woman with whom I had an affair over 5 years ago. The relationship is long since dead and, although she has no idea, I am tormented by constant thoughts of her from waking to sleeping. I've tried hypnosis, therepy, and everything I could think of but there she remains in the front of my brain tormenting me. It's like some sort of punishment for my transgresstions with a married woman. I even moved from KY to MO to get her out of my head and nothing works!
I barely make ends meet financially and despite 2 jobs cannot get ahead.
I am unable to remarry due to intimacy issues.
My life is a sad, empty place.
I have felt a daily pull to suicide everyday for over 10 years now but struggle on. I only do this because I do not want to hurt my aging mother and also fear for my immortal soul. However, if You take me from this world I can be safe in Your Heavenly arms without fear.
Please hear my Prayer.
